Rachel knew what she wanted next Now at the top of her profession as a TV host, she was ready for a husband and family. Unfortunately, self-made London golden boy Nick Farlowe wasn't about to be tied down. Oh, his kisses were excitingly different and he showed her good times--but permanence wasn't a word in his vocabulary. So the choice was Rachel's. The simple contentment of being a wife and mother--or loving Nick. And that meant throwing a lifetime's caution--and dreams--to the wind.