Lauren shares her thoughts on her physical and mental health, her job as a librarian teaching Zoom classes at college library, and recipes for "lazy/depressed vegans" in diary-like entries from January and February 2021. Discussing events such as the pandemic, Biden's presidential inauguration, and the insurrection at the Capitol, Lauren writes about feeling burned out and the impact of capitalism on her outlook and self-worth. Lauren includes black and white images to accompany the word processed and handwritten text. -- Grace Li